Showing posts with label Dreams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dreams. Show all posts

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Nightlife

The Chinese restaurant just around the corner is where we were supposed to meet, but when I got there, it wasn’t the place I knew. There were strange men who all spoke my language. The menu was a mixture of Chinese and Russian and something I couldn’t identify. Although I felt like a complete stranger everyone seemed to know me. They even made me serf the only couple that was sitting at a table in the back. Somehow I knew the drinks I was bringing them and who had ordered what.
When finally my date arrived it wasn’t my husband but it felt right. The walls around us disintegrated, people I didn’t know kept asking me about the age of my son. No one questioned me about the man who was holding my hand. As we left through a very small corridor he bent over and I thought he was going to kiss me, but he only straightened my collar.
“Let me show you my favourite part of town” I said although the surroundings where totally unfamiliar. Beautiful old houses with gorgeous flowers in their windowsills. A very steep alley with cobblestones that led to a wide square. A young boy with a puppy came running up to us and greeted us as if we were his parents. “I need to go” He said “I wish I could stay, but I need to go” I watched him leave and just as I thought that the pain I felt was my punishment I woke up. I feel weird ever since

Monday, February 5, 2007

Rejection

Two huge files are dropped on my desk. Each one filled with applications and cv’s. Some have pictures, some are handwritten. They all tell a story about hard work and dedication. Common denominator: dreams, goals, a life in the spotlight. As I prepare for the task at hand I hope they will find a place to make their dreams come true. New message. Dear miss… I regret to have to inform you that at the moment we are not looking for…
And I only get to do the girls. Two huge files